Weight Loss Update

I never got around to confessing it here, but if you took a glance at the chart to the left, you'll see that the month of June was pretty much a bust. I gained and lost the same pounds several times only to end the month weighing the same as when I started. It has frustrated me and made me angry with myself, but I guess not angry enough to get with it and stay there.

As of this morning, I am once again down to 398 and I really hope to keep it that way. It seems that since I got under 400 pounds I've been stuck. It's been one thing after another, new job, move, adjusting to working, Tim's stroke ... always something. Though I figure I'm making excuses, I also feel each is a quite plausible reason for the yo-yo effect of late.

I also wonder if some of it isn't due to stress and the feeling of not really settling into our new place yet. Though we have all our stuff here, I don't have everything put away where I want them. I feel like this is just a temporary place and don't know that it will ever feel differently. I'm doing some self-examination in an effort to figure it all out so I can continue to lose the weight. I just don't want to let myself down or any of the friends who have been here supporting me through it all.

One day at a time ... I have the interview in the morning. We'll see how it goes. I really hope I don't get the "Well, I have a few more intervies and I'll call you" at the end of the interview. It's been my experience that if that is said, I generally have not gotten the job. Fingers crossed, prayers said and we'll see how it goes. Seems I say that a lot lately but it's all I got!